| Dudezzors. |
[Jun. 1st, 2007|09:06 pm] |
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| |  Siiiigh | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Breathe- Prodigy | ] |
Gah, I had this RP inspiring idea and it just sorta popped into my head. And yet...
No one will test it out for me.
... It's really like an itch I can't scratch. RPing is like a drug I can't quite, there must be something wrong with me. |
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| Because I'm so bored. |
[May. 26th, 2007|12:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Trance to humunculus | ] |
1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?
Briana.
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
A tanuki. :D
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
We watch it rush around, look to us, then bound away.
4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it:
Wow, how'd we get to Osaka? I want to find a nice house, distant in the county. Big house. Traditional Japanese style.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
... No, a brick wall. No one is going to intrude my house. T T
6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
Set with an elegant white china, a cream lace tablecloth and three oak chairs surrounded by a shelf for china and a couple and pictuers of the family.
7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A Japanese style tea cup. I could've swore my maid picked that up from yesterday...
8. What do you do with the cup?
Pick it up and bring it back to the kitchen, putting it in the sink... Depending if I'm lazy or not.
9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?
That's a good question... I beleive it's a pond. Full of Koi fish.
10. How will you cross the water?
Sorry, I'm not Jesus. D:
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.
That's pretty true..
2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
AHAHAHAHA. WOW. REALLY?
3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
... I don't, appearantly.
4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
... That's rather big.
5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
Ahahah, I'm so antisocial.
6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
... I'm happy... ; ;
7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
... The cup is clay, so I guess it is durable... Sometimes.
8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.
I'm a perfectionist?
9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
... AHAHAHA, THAT WAS A PRETTY BIG POND THEN. I'D SAY IT WAS A LAKE.
10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.
.... Ahahaa, that's so not true. What the hell. |
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| mfkasjflksajfkls |
[Mar. 31st, 2007|07:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Eh | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cheer up Emo Kid | ] |
Homg, where have I been? No seriously, where did I go? I haven't touched this thing in weeks. Well, I guess I'll give some info.
Tesssa has been gone for a couple weeks and won't be back until the 11th and yes, I'm missing her very badly but I know she wouldn't want to see me upset. Besides, this gives me a chance to sort myself out.
There's this girl that's been bothering me, her name is Jackie and she has just been a little pain in my ass. Not only had she been making rude comments about me but she decides that she's good enough to throw rocks at me. Who throws rocks at people? The real thing that's under my skin is that she's been touching Ari...A lot. I like Aristides and I get envious quite easy. He shouldn't have to be involved in this and she really doesn't need to touch him to get at me. But her enthusiasm in the sitaution has mellowed, hopefully she'll get bored soon.
Aristides and I have gotten a bit closer, enough to kiss each other's cheek and this pleases me. It really does make me happy.
I lied to Dad recently about going to the movies with David because I knew otherwise, he'd say "no". He tells me "I just want you to be honest with me". Last time I was honest and told you I don't beleive in God or Jesus or Satan, you spazzed out on me and tried to make me beleive....Sometimes, he can be really stupid...I think he got stupider over the past year and I've started to like him less.
My birthday's on the 6th. :3 I'm going to be fifteen. I think that settles it. |
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| I can't beleive it... |
[Feb. 2nd, 2007|09:25 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Not Gonna Get Us~Tatu | ] |
Has anyone except Lauren ever taken notice of Tess and I? I think about her in the morning, I think about her at night. I talk about her all the time. I keep little reminders of her always around me. I wear the cat-collar she gave me everyday. We've been through hell and back. She's the only girl I've ever cried with in person, together. I beleive we're soulmates. She completes me... She makes me laugh, we laugh together. We even have our own song. I can tell her anything and nothing absolutely nothing is ever secret...She knows me best. I confide everything in her. And I want to be her everything. I want to be all she'll ever need.
So now...I'm going to try it. I want to see what will happen if I took her out on that date. Because the night I held her in my arms and cuddled her and watched her fall asleep...I could not get her out of my mind. Especailly after she left Cameron.
But god, I'm still so timid. But everytime I look at her, I just want to hold her and tell her I love her. Her beautiful deep chocolate eyes, her soft blonde hair, her tender pale skin and the mole on her neck is to die for...
God, I love this woman. So much. More than she'll ever know. |
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| Status Update |
[Jan. 29th, 2007|02:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Clowns~Tatu | ] |
What a wonderful world we live in, ne? The lonileness kicked in not to long ago and I started doing random bats of crying. I have no idea, but I read something yesterday and burst into tears. No reason at all. I'm not even sure if it IS because I'm near PSM.
I cried last night too, and even after that I couldn't sleep. I stayed up for several hours after until I finally nodded off. The following morning, Dad slams open my door and says "Get up, you have ten minutes to get ready for school." . . .What. The. Fuck. Ashley once again forgets to set the alarm. Who gets the sarcastic remark? Treanna, the fourteen year old mental punching-bag. Though, it didn't annoy me as much as it usually would have.
My science teacher threatened at us to do our homework. "You better all do your homework or I'll BLAH BLAH BLAH, I'm a loud motherfucker." No, seriously. First she says "Work smart, work less." And then she's all "WELL, MAYBE IF I GIVE YOU MORE WORK..." Fuckin hypocrit. No seriously. I was about to stand up and say something.
"Listen, lady. I don't give two shits if you dislike me or not, or if I'm a supposed bad student. But what are you here to do? Serve ME. To teach ME. So you need to do a little less bitching and a little more TEACHING. Yes, I know I made a mistake by not doing the homework but that is MY FAULT and I GET IT. You're doing your job, aren't you? YOU'RE TEACHING US RIGHT, AREN'T YOU? Or are YOU fucking up too?" r.r One day, bam, zoom, broomstick up the ass, Mrs. O'Neill. Broomstick up the ass... |
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| Rant. |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|04:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MSI~Straight to Video | ] |
Okay, as all of you know, I have work every Sunday morning 1 AM to at least 5AM.
It is about seven to eight o'clock in the morning where I am snug in my bed, asleep. Until I'm woken up by a bang bang BANG. "I want my gameboy" he cries like a fucking three year old. I hadn't had enough sleep yet and if I don't get enough sleep, I tend to get very sick.
So, in reaction, I get up. I open the door and glare at Pamela the mother of these "wonderful" children we've been taking care of, who'd stayed over the previous night. Then I glare at her son, the one bitching about his fucking gameboy that he probably couldn't play due to not being able to read anyway. I breif him to "shut up" and then I shut the door. It was not FIVE MINUTES LATER that I hear him screaming again.
Mike, being he knows how it feels to be dog-tired and be woken up by their screaming, steps upstairs and yells at Pamela, the horrid mother. "Hey, Treanna has to sleep. She works her ass off for the money she makes and has to get up at an ungodly hour. She works. You don't. So lay off." Pamela stayed upstairs for a good hour after that one. I am pissed. Pamela needs to get the hell out of my house and look for a godddamn job. What is she doing? "Hanging out with her kids". No. You know what she's doing? Free loading off my dad.
And to those kids, don't even get me started. I don't care whether they care if I get sick or not, but I am not going to lose sleep because there's a twelve year old boy who cannot read screaming about his "lost" gameboy. |
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| Do it~. |
[Jan. 10th, 2007|02:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The sound of my laughing at Jeremiah | ] |
1. Can you cook?
2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. Are you Dirty or Clean?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Do we know each other outside of live journal?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Negative or Optimistic?
4. What was your dream growing up?
5. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face?
7. Tell me one weird fact about you:
8. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down?
9. Do you Trust me?
10. Have you ever kept anything from me?
11. What do you think of me as a Person?
12. Do you think I'm sane or insane?
13. Would you cry for me if I died?
14. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. How do you fall asleep?
17. Would you come over to yell at me or just call?
18. Would you go on a blind date if I set you up?
19. If I only had one day to live would you be honest or lie?
20. A million bucks.. what would you do with it?
21. What is your worst fear?
22. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
23. How many times did you curse at me while filling out this thing?
24. Can you sing or dance?
25. In one word, how would you describe me? Be honest....
26. Do you think im cute/ugly/sexy/beautiful/hot/okay?
27. Will you repost this so I can fill it out?
On another note, I realized Jeremiah doesn't like me. I tried to kiss him like a week ago on the cheek to say 'goodbye' and he pulled away. .___.; AND IT WAS A COUPLE WEEKS BACK AND HE'S STILL HIDING.
It's funny. A freshmen scaring away a senior from his OWN LUNCH TABLE. XDD! |
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| I have a begal. :3 |
[Dec. 31st, 2006|02:47 pm] |
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| | Random | ] |
| [ | music |
| | And Love Said No~HIM | ] |
XDD; This isn't right guys...
I GOT AN MP3PLAYER. But it's tainted. ._. It's from Bill. <<; I'm going to try and call him today and say thank you for the gift. I want to at least tell him thank you. To beleive I haven't talked to him in four years. .__.; |
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| Hello, Internet. |
[Dec. 25th, 2006|07:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Icubus~Pardon Me | ] |
Yeah, Christmas is pretty good but I really wish I weren't so tired. I don't even know why I got so tired. I think it's because I lack caffine, being we're out of soda and whatnot. I need to breif Dad on that so he could get some tomarrow. .__.; I'm a very unhealthy person, I know this.
Well, everythings going good except for Gabriel bitching about people ignoring him and yet he doesn't realize that the IM service can go both ways. Not like he'll read this anyway. And seeing my mother who says I'm "just like her". T T It's actually kind of annoying. She even has a new idiot boyfriend. Don't ask me how she even gets them to begin with.
Unfortunetly, being the procrastinator I am, I'll be giving out late Christmas presents. Better late then never, right...? I hope so. I really was hoping to get everything done on Christmas eve but Dad dissapeared on me and next thing I knew he was sleeping...-sigh- I'm sorry everyone.
Have a Merry Christmas. I love you all so much. |
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| Uwah~ |
[Dec. 21st, 2006|11:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MSI~Bring the Pain | ] |
Two new children are living in my home now. They are friends of Ashley but it's like a temperary home for them until their mother gets clean off Meth. She's trying and I know she is.
There is a boy and a girl and to tell you the truth, the boy interests me more. Actually, he reminds me a lot of myself when I was...More frustrated with life. >>; He's easily frustrated and Ashley isn't easy on him so I stepped in as the role of the caretaker being I was watching them and told him not to close any doors because I need to watch him. And thus, he got more aggrivated with me and tried to close the door anyway so I stepped in the way of the door. He eventually gave up on that and went downstairs to supposedly "go anywhere he wanted" and I wasn't about to let him.
"Are you honestly going to walk out of here? Out on everything you've ever had? Boy, you listen here, I don't care who you are. You are my brother. And this is your family. Are you honestly going to leave the only people that loved and cared about you...?" And so this boy cried. He wrapped his arms around me and cried. Because I knew exactly what that boy was feeling, having been there myself.
Regardless of that, Chris always told me there was an easy answer to everything so long as you think clearly about it. He was right.
Kay, off of that subject now. I really didn't want to winde up so serious but I want to explain my little brother before I say that he woke me up this morning by screaming about the phone. O.o;
Ehhhh. Living the single life isn't all that great right now. But I have a shot at becoming close with some guy I really like. His name is Jeremiah and Treanna's not quite sure, but the way he acts around her makes her inferr he might like her too. .///.; He puts his arm around me, he smiles around me, and he picks on everyone but me. Mm. Who knows? Wish me luck, guys, this is my first actual crush on a guy that lives in my state. Dx; |
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| Why do I even BOTHER with the subject? XDD; |
[Dec. 6th, 2006|05:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | A bit unhappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Papa Roach~ To Be Loved | ] |
Q: WHAT MADE YOU SMILE THIS MORNING?
A: I got hyper after eating my poptart and then fell down the small stairs in the library.
Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING?
A: ...Uh..
Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO?
A: ._.; Fangirling Gabriel?
Q: LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD?
A: "I like pie."
Q: HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOU DRINK TODAY?
A: ...? Am I supposed to keep track of that? Uhm...Jerimai's Gatorade. ._.;
Q: WHERE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND RIGHT NOW?
A: AT HOME. WHERE ELSE?
Q: HAVE YOU EVER MADE UP YOUR OWN LANGUAGE?
A: I couldn't if I wanted to. XD;
Q: ARE YOU A STRIPPER?
A: ...Wut.
Q: DO YOU CALL PEOPLE MONKEYS?
A: ...No. O.o;
Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?
A: Sea green and white.
Q: WHAT IS OUT YOUR BACK DOOR?
A: ...A garage?
Q: LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
A: That stuff for the Luncheon tomarrow.
Q: LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A: A panda eraser. :3
Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR FRONT DOOR?
A: Black..Ish...Outside. O.o;
Q: WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE?
A: In a piggy bank.
Q: WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY?
A: Cold?
Q: BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
A: Green Tea.
Q: LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW?
A: ....AM I SERIOUSLY SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER THIS ONE?
Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTER(S)?
A: 3.
Q: DO YOU TALK A LOT?
A: If I have someone to talk to.
Q: DO YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN WORDS?
A: When I'm bored.
Q: ARE YOU TICKLISH?
A: .///.; Yes, horribly so.
Q: ARE YOU TYPICALLY A JEALOUS PERSON?
A: I can be.
Q: NAME SOMEBODY WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER A:
A: ...Uhm...UHM. I KNOW THIS ONE. Aniki.
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: Jung-woo does. D:
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: Please do not mention food, I'm having enough trouble processing most of it.
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: Sometimes.
Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
A: I work on Sunday mornings.
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: ...If I killed something I'd cry..I don't have the heart for that.
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: Hopefully.
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: Just now. XD;
Q: DO YOU THINK THE LAST PERSON WHO SAID IT TO YOU OR BACK TO YOU MEANT IT?
A: Yeah. ._.;
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING TO MAKE YOU LAUGH?
A: Dane Cook.
Q: HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT IN THE BED OF AN OPPOSITE SEX?
A: Uhm..Ben?
Q: YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: Tons.
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: No. No I do not. That is LUST.
Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: If I'm in REM sleep.
Q: ARE YOU CURRENTLY DEPRESSED?
A: ...Hahaha, no. D:
Q: DO YOU THINK ANYONE MISSES YOU RIGHT NOW?
A: What's to miss?
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Something you hate about the person you love:
Distance?
Something you wish your mother or father had warned you about:
Life.
Something that's holding you back from achieving your dreams:
My body and physical stregnth.
Something you think you could win an award for:
...Eh? :D;
Something you fear more than anything:
Being alone.
Something you wish people would understand:
...A lot of things. >>;
Something that keeps you going everyday:
The power of love?
Something amazing that happened last summer:
I saw Amanda?
Something you hate that people say:
"Hey, girl." T T+
Something you refuse to pay money for:
...Ahahaha.
Something you wish you could have told that person that you never saw again:
"I'm sorry."
Something that really stands out about last year:
Tesssa and I.
Something you like that everyone else thinks is weird:
Vampires.
Something that makes you laugh every time it happens:
Thud noises. XD;
Something that makes the problems in your life not seem so bad:
Uhm...Chris? Maybe?
Something you listen to when you're in a really good mood:
Anime music~
Something you do when you're trying to calm down:
Bite and chew my lip.
Something you do when you wake up at three AM:
I don't wake up at three.
Something you love doing on cold rainy days:
Drinking hot chocolate and writing.
Something you absolutely love about that Certain Person:
He's innocent.
Something amazing that's happened this year:
I met Gabriel.
Something that you always run into/trip over:
The FRIDGE. DX
Something that irritates you more than anything:
I dislike a lot of things.
Something you're addicted to/can't stop doing:
Eheh. xD;
Something you had to give up but didn't want to:
My SLEEP.
Something that really stands out about you:
How I supposedly make people happier when I'm around.
Something about you that's like everyone else:
I'm short?
Something that you say a lot that others have picked up on:
People don't do that, I'm almost sure. Chris, don't you dare talk
Something that makes you change the channel:
FUCKIN 700 CLUB
Something you wish you could change about your life:
The way I used to be calm about things.
Something you think about every night before you go to sleep:
Gabriel or an RP I finished.
Something that you don't think will ever change about you:
The way I laugh loudly.
Something about you that you think will soon change:
Uhm...I don't want to?
Something that broke your heart as a child:
... >>; A LOT of things.
Something that really sparks your interest:
CG art.
Something the opposite gender has complimented you on:
My eyes?
Something you wish that Certain Person would see in you:
He sees everything I want him to in me. ._.;
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1) Are you in a complicated relationship? - No.
2) Do you hate more than 3 people? - Uhm. I don't "hate".
4) How many houses have you lived in? - Uhm...3 if you mean actual houses.
5) Favorite candy bar? - Hershey.
6) Have you ever tripped someone? - Maybe?
7) Least favorite school subject? - English.
8) How many pairs of shoes do you own? - One.
9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD? - Mom has it.
10) Have you ever thrown up in public? - Maybe?
11) Name one thing that is always on your mind: Gabriel.
12) Favorite genre of music? Heavy metal eternally.
13) Whats your zodiac sign? - Aries
14) What time were you born? - Night?
15) Do you like beer? - ...Ew.
16) Have you made a prank phone call? - XDD Ugh, yeah.
17) What is the most embarassing CD you own? - Yellowcard.
18) Are you sarcastic? - Yes, very much so.
19) What are your favorite color(s)? - Orange.
20) How many watches do you own? - None. XD;
21) Summer or winter? - Winter.
22) Is anyone in love with you? - I would hope.
23) Favorite color to wear? - Black and White.
24) Pepsi or Sprite? - Sprite, probably.
26) Where is your second home? - Second home?
27) Have you ever slapped someone? - I don't hit people unless it's out of fun or by accident.
29) How many lamps are in your bedroom? - One.
30) How many video games do you own? - A moderate amount.
31) First pet you owned? - A cat.
32) Ever had braces? - No.
33) Do looks matter? - Not to me.
34) Do you use chapstick? - At home.
35) Name 3 teachers from high school: Mrs. Fick, Mr. Nelson, and Mrs. McCubben.
36) American Eagle or Abercrombie? - Eh?
37) Are you too forgiving? - To me, there is no such thing..
38) How many children do you want? - I want two.
39) Do you own something from Hot Topic? - A lot of stuff.
40) Favorite breakfast meal? - French toast.
41) Do you own a gun? - No. I own a Bakotou.
42) Ever thought you were in love? - I AM in love and was at some point I think..
43) When was the last time you cried? - Uhm. XD I can't remember.
44) What did you do last night? - Ate a taco, kept it down, went to sleep.
45) Olive Garden? - Yes?
46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy? - XDDD; I don't beleive so.
47) Have you ever been in a castle? - Nope. :X
48) Nicknames? - Uhm..Edo-kun? Tre Tre?
50) Ever been to Kentucky? - Naw.
52) Are you thinking about somebody right now? - Yeah...
53) Ever called somebody Boo? - No.
54) do you smoke? - Never.
55) Do you own a diamond ring? - No.
56) Are you happy with your life right now? - I guess. -shrug-
57) Do you like your hair? - It's..Eh.
58) Does anyone have a crush on you? - I hope not.
60) What were you doing in May of 1994? - ....Uhm...Sleeping being I was two.
61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? - Yes.
62) Mcdonald's or Wendy's? - I don't care.
63) Do you like yourself? - No. I hate me.
64) Are you closer to your mother or father? - Neither, they're both stupid.
65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex? - Their back. >>; Shut up.
66) Are you afraid of the dark? - No. XD;
67) Have you ever eaten paste? - No.
68) Do you own a webcam? - A BROKEN webcam.
69) Have you ever stripped? - Naw.
70) Ever broke a bone? - I don't remember if I did.
71) Are you religious? - No.
72) Do you chat on AIM often? - Yes. XD;
73) Pringle's or Lay's? - Lays
74) Have you ever broken someone's heart? - I don't know why anyone would get upset about me.
75) Full house or brady bunch? - Could care less.
77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor? - I don't talk to them.
78) Has anyone ever called you a tease? - No, and no one will.
79) Do you have any pets? - A bunch, yes.
80) do you own a car? - Pfft, I wouldn't be here if I did.
81) Can you cook? - No. Not well at least.
82) 3 things that annoy you? - Egotistical people, Heather, and my body.
83) Do you text message often? - No.
84) Money or love? - Love.
85) Do you have any scars? - I'm not sure.
86) What do you want more than anything right now? - To be with Gabriel.
87) Do you enjoy scary movies? - At times.
88) Relationships or one night stands? - Relationships.
89) Big red or Juicy fruit? - Juicy fruit.
90) Do you enjoy greasy food? - If I'm in the mood.
91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies? - Rocky?
92) Do you own a box of crayons? - Not anymore.
93) Ever had sex in a public place? - No.
94) Who was the last person you said i love you to? - Gabriel.
95) Who was the last person that made you mad? - Uhm. Dad?
96) Who was the last person that made you cry? - Dad.
97) Who was the last person that made you laugh? - Chris...
98) Who was the last person that texted you? - No one texts me..
99) Who was the last person that called you? - Tess?
100) Who's your cell phone provider? - Uhm...Virgin Mobile |
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| Treanna is not clickable. .__.; |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|10:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dirty Hot Sex~ ??? | ] |
God, I'm sick.. I threw up three times last night so I didn't sleep well. I really wish I didn't eat that night. I was feeling bloated and I think I actually had to induce vommiting in hopes in would make me feel better... And it kind of did until I lost everything I'd eaten the previous day.
This morning I was burning up and my head is still spinning from the Nyquil. Yeah, that's why I hate those kinds of medicine. I was puking so badly last night, I got dehydrated and had to fight my way downstairs to get three bottles of water. Of which, I threw up most of.
I'm not sure if I got food poisoning or if it's something else but all I know is that it's painful. ><; I feel like I've been mauled by Jesus.
I had to miss school, that's bad. I hate missing school because then I have to make whatever I missed up. Geh...I might take some more Nyquil and sleep later. We'll see..
I have trouble keeping water down. This is messed up. |
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| Aaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|03:28 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Absolute~Thousand Foot Krutch | ] |
Yeah. I haven't posted in this thing in half past forever, ne?
Lesse, what's to talk about? Uhm..I have a 'D' in Algebra and as usual, Dad is pissed. But actually. This time isn't because of missing assignments, I actually didn't understand.
What fucked me up most recently was that Rise and Run thing. I didn't understand the form he wanted and how he was coming back with whole numbers. Though, I probably should've asked and I regret not having done so.
Haven't seen Gabriel in about...Hmmmm..Four days? About? Yeah. Sometimes I really wish he'd let me know when he'd take off like that...It's okay. I just worry a lot and stuff...You know, people go away for a while and you start to wonder where they are and start to miss them... A lot.
I've downloaded Pokemon: Yellow onto my computer being I'll have a bitchin' time trying to find it out there in a store. Chris is a great help, isn't he? Yeah, he's crazy.
I have reoccuring dreams with my best friends in it. ._.; Like...Tess and Elie. Through the entire dream, my main focus is on them and their health. And like...Last one with Elie, I argued with some guy that I loved her more. Yeah, my dreams are fuckin weird I know. I still hate being pulled out of them though, they're tons more intresting that reality. Dx;
Uhm...I think that's it... <3? |
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| Hmmm. |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|07:42 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The sound of me laughing and Tess' friend | ] |
:/ I'm thinking of moving my journal. Because even though I'm lazy, I really hate the name of my account.
But then again, I'm lazy so I probably won't.
Just something I thought you'd like to know. :3; |
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| Wow-ee |
[Oct. 13th, 2006|02:42 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The sound of my yawning? | ] |
Ah, Gabriel's birthday! He's finally 16, everyone do a happy dance.
I feel so young. Dx; Guhhh..
Well, yeah this week sucked. Horribly. But it's Gabriel's birthday so I'm gonna do what I always do. Grit my teeth and grin and along with the assitance this Monster is aiding me...I don't think it'll be that difficult.
So yeah, go say happy birthday. |
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| ...Eh... |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|07:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The sound of my computer fan. T T; | ] |
...T T Okay, yeah. I know you guys hate it when I rant. Personally, I love doing it but not currently at the moment. But I'm going to anyway...
My boyfriend threatened to commit suicide. Yeah, people do that alot on my journal don't they? A part of me feels damn well that he won't do it, and personally I feel that way but I can't help but let that small part of me worry.I'm actually kind of shocked as well. He said "Oh Treanna, I love you so much." Honestly, I don't think I've ever heard him say that the way he did. He's also jealous of my date with Lauren. I didn't think he would be jealous or protective at all, but that proves how oblivious I am, doesn't it? So now I'm sitting here at my computer, hoping he'll IM me soon and tell me he's alright. Until then, I must bite my lip.
Second. Oh fucking English, how I fucking hate you. Okay, I understand it's three strikes and I'm out on this one but I have an F and I am able to fix it. I made a mistake. Sue me. So I started off the morning sobbing because my dad's too busy yelling at me and insulting me with whatever other insult he can think of. r.r I think Briana's starting to get the right idea, I'm not staying in this house when I'm old enough. I'm finding a roomie and moving out, hopefully with Tesssa. She's sick of her mom too so... :p
Third. I'm stressing about my homework and with all this other minor junk on my shoulders I think I'm getting sick. I didn't eat breakfast today so PE was a killer, I got a minute over my usual and it might be anxiety because my ribs tightened. I remember my last anxiety attack. XDD I though I was gonna die. Remember that? God, it scared the fucking hell out of Chris..
Guuuuh, I hate today. I'm tired. |
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| Hiiiii. |
[Oct. 7th, 2006|11:07 pm] |
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| | Random | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Prodigy~Smack My Bitch Up | ] |
Yeah, hey. Does anyone even read this? XDD
Seriously.
Uhm....So...How is everyone? D: Anything I missed? .___.
I rove you. |
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| She hates me... |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|11:36 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Far Beyond Depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Not Gonna Get Us~Tatu | ] |
I push myself aside
So that I can concentrate
On you
I leave all thoughts behind
And comfort you
So you’d still be here
I give it all away
To ensure you’ll smile again
Even if I’m not there to see it
But now you’ve gone away
To hate me all the more
This burden is my own
For that girl I still adore…
Last night, my best friend Tesssa tried to commit suicide. The whole 4 hours I stayed up before work crying and bawling my eyes out, then at the last hour, all I could do was shake. Even now I'm shaking. She left the computer...And Chris and I decided we weren't going to let go and that we'd do everything we could to stop her..
So I called the police...I called the police and she's safe but she hates me. But thank goodness she's okay. I don't care if she ever talks to me again, I deserve not to be talked to...After all, I'm a "demon". I was so scared...I don't think I was ever so scared in my life. Never to the point where I was shaking. And I haven't cried that hard since I'd lost Chris. The whole time I was trying to get to sleep, I kept looking at the phone, wondering if the police would call...
...I'm so useless... |
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| ...You don't need to read this... |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|04:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | In Mourning | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Madly, Truely, Deeply~Savage Garden | ] |
I've lost one of my closest friends recently. The one who listened to me, comforted me when I cried, talked to me, cared for me, protected me, loved me unconditionably even if I wasn't paying attention to him, cuddled me when I slept, and was always happy to see me. In loving memory of one of my best friends, Turbo--My cat-- I write this. He wasn't just a cat, he was a member of our family first and our cat second. He loved and touched the hearts of those around him.
When we first met, he was shy and illprepared. I found him strange because he wouldn't come out of hiding, but when I caught him at a good time, I could pet him and love him. Soon, that love grew and he began to love me too. Eventually, he did come out of hiding and the family was so happy to see that their friend would finally be able to be social again.
I saw my sister cry today at the mention of our lost cat...We're all very hurt that our friend isn't home and that we can't find him. We miss him. And I only hope he misses us. You can probably tell how hard it is for me to write this, and it is. My only wish is that he is happy and healthy because I love him...And I know he loves me too. Right now, I feel like a terrible friend. Lately, I may have neglected him for the other two cats and regret this greatly.
There is still that glimmer of hope he'll return home to us, safely. We all love him and miss him and that's all I have to say. Thank you for reading, I'm sorry it's long. Goodnight. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|05:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Shy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Come Down~Bush | ] |
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~!!!!
I gots me a boyfriend. :X;;;;;;; XD; Shuddap, I am perfectly capable of that.
This guy's different, he's shy, he's cute in personality, he loves me, he's there for me, and his name is "Gabi"....STFU. Yes, he's a boy. :X But I draw him shojo. XD; But I love him none-the-less~.
Please don't tease me Russ does that enough ; ; |
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